Had a fabulous time last night with UN and his friends – his friends really seemed to bring out the best in him. I think I made a good impression – there were good vibes all around, and the friends seemed to like me. (I definitely liked them) Oh, to have been a fly on the wall in the conversation that (maybe?) followed between them after I left!
Amore & Vino recently asked, “if UN weren’t being so standoff-ish, who would you choose?”. (between him and Teen Crush) Ack – no idea. It’s way too soon to tell. While I’m getting a very warm feeling from Teen Crush, we’ve only been out twice so far. And things have been moving extra-slowly with UN. Either of these guys could disappear at a moment’s notice – must keep that in mind.
My main fear? New York can be a very small pond at times. I worry that I’ll be out with one, and run into the other. True, there hasn’t been the “exclusive” talk, so we’re free to date other people. But I can only imagine that it would be “earth, please swallow me up now” awkward.
Sunday weigh-in / 10 in 10 update! Today is week 4 – and I’m JUST shy of losing 4 lbs (3.8 as of today: started at 138, and am now 134.2). Must step up the diet and exercise if I want to see a difference next week!